Smart Barra Aaran!
Wow that was one hard yarn to read, loaded with disappointment, but hey thats fishing...as much as we hate the donut thing.
Funny I did my first trip to Mondy this month and couldnt wait to get to Awoonga LOL...
My mate Shane has missed out 5 times on Mondy but is still goin back, he is surprisingly confident as he has caught well before.
Fishing is a confidence thing, some may say not, but I believe when our attitude gets bent thru disappointment it translates into everything we do as we fish. Robs us of little things that make or break.
I work really hard at keeping my focus and being confident, even if I have missed out in a six hour slug.
I would do as you say, get back on the horse and get up north again, Mondy or Awoonga and keep at it, persistence pays off!
best of luck in the future
Flatzie